shock Day!!!

ERROR in this morning and all unable to connected! yak,,kyk wireless aja unable to connected...
tapi bener loh,,pagi ini saya sudah uring-uringan yang teramat sangat!!!
a little trouble,,yeah..that's right. but i think not 'little',,,but BIG trouble :(
sebenernya,,ada dikit masalah dengan seseorang,,,you know who laahh ;)
masalah ini mulai muncul sejak kemaren...
daaannnn,,
gawatnya,,beliau tidak mau cerita tentang masalah ini,,,, sumpah,,males banget nulis masalah ginian,,tapi daripada gak ada tempat crita...hhehe
sebetulnya nih hati dah gak enak banget dengan situasi kayak gini,bahkan aku bisa memprediksi masalah apa sih yang di pikirkan beliau sampe-sampe ogahan aja cerita ke saya.
saking paniknya,,
akhirnya saya menyerahkan segala wewenang ku kepada sahabat-sahabatnya yang saya rasa lebih bisa mengerti,,dan semoga mampu memberi solusi.
daaannn,,solusinya adalah beliau harus turun ke tanah kelahirannya a.k.a. pulang kampung ke parepare.
tappii,,,yang buat saya shock,beliau ke parepare pagi itu juga dan saya tidak tahu apakah beliau membawa senjata perangnya (red;untuk proposal,laptop,buku de el el) dan ternyata TIDAK.
Goooddd,,,,,reallyy.....SHOCK!!!
betul-betul bingung,,mendadak gila,,dan stress!!! untung saya msh bisa menyembunyikan smuanya,,,hhuufffftttt......
terlalu,,ini saja aku dapat info dari kak ****s,,,,makasih yak kak :) rasa-rasanya pengen nyanyi lagu-lagu ini:
--> emergency.a paramore

-->when it rain.a paramore jugaa

-->i'm lost without u.a blink 182

-->jaga slalu hatimu.a seventeen (lagu bikin nangis .....)

banyaklah pokoknya....
itu sih cuma sebagian kecil dari yang mau saya dengar.hhehe
malam ini jadi sussssaaahhhhhhh banget untuk tidur. entahlah,kepala ku masih pening. kacau. uring-uringan plus menggila.
dan ini salah satu lirik lagu di atas,,yang kayaknya paling ngena banget untuk saat ini,,really.

And when it rains,
On this side of town it touches, everything.
Just say it again and mean it.
We don't miss a thing.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And convinced yourself that
It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
No, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And no, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.
Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)
Just turn it around.

No, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
No, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
No, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
No, oh I need an ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain?

You can take your time, take my time.

Paramore- when it rain

i'm nothing now,
i just can pray to ALLAH SWT, hope may save you...
give the best for you,
and i'll find mine,,,
you was the first i saw you...
hope all gonna be alright,i believe...